Monday, February 28, 2005

What do you think?

So, in her email, Kim said she wanted to know what I thought. But then she went and blocked my email address so I couldn't reply to her. What the fuck is that????

Don't Understand

So last week after we all got back from the snowboarding trip, Kim and I went out to dinner and ended up hooking up. We met up two more times during the week and hooked up each time. It was nice, I have to admit and I know that she really liked it too. She definately had a high interest level.
Now yesterday she sends me an email saying that she is not sure about all this and she can't explain why. She just thinks it is better to leave all this in the past and move on and that's how she ends the email. What is that? What does that mean?
She voiced some concern last week about how she thinks when all of us hang out it will be wierd for the other people. I told her that I don't think they will feel wierd and that I'm glad that I'm getting attached to someone from within my friend circle. I think if I went out with someone else all of us wouldn't hang out as much. This way at least our group is maintained.
Friday night we hung out and I felt that she let herself get even closer to me. I dind't expect to recieve that email on Sunday.
So then I go to reply to the email and it turns out she has blocked my email address! Can you believe that. She blocked me!
She has been the one to constantly call me and text message me since last week. Now she flips it on me and blocks me! Unbelievable. I don't know if this girl is trying to play games or if she really does have serious issues that she's not divulging.
All I know is I don't want to end anything without first meeting face to face. Email or the phone is not the way to do this. She doesn't owe me anything except a face to face meeting...

Tuesday, February 22, 2005


Just got back yesterday from the snowboarding trip that I had planned for me and my 3 friends. Everybody had a great time. We got to Windham mountain at 9:30am on Saturday morning. We would have got there earlier but Jamal got pulled over when we were about 30 minutes away from the mountain. We got in a good day of snowboarding. Lift lines were long but eventually I found a secluded lift on one side of the mountain that gave me access to a couple of good runs. I left the other 3 on the bunny slope to take a lesson with the instructor. We met up for lunch and then I took Genine and Jamal up the mountain with to a beginner run. Jamal was average but Genine did really well for a beginner. After we were done for the day we headed over to the bed and breakfast where we were booked to stay for the weekend.
We sat in the sauna for a little bit and let out muscles heal. Then we ordered some food in and just chilled in our room. We had picked up a couple of bottles of liquor the night before and got to enjoy that before we called it a night.
The next day Jamal didn't come with us to the mountain. He stayed in and chilled at the b&b. We had a couple of good runs and after we were done for the day we chilled at the bar in the lodge for a little while. We had a couple of beers and I think that is where it all started...

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

President's day weekend

I've planned a snowboarding trip for 2 days during President's day weekend. I'm taking Kim, Genine, and Mak up to Windham mountain. They're all gonna be snowboarding for the first time. I recommended that they take lessons during which time I can go take a good number of runs by myself. After that I'll stay with them and help them out.
We're staying in a bed & breakfast. It should be cozy and I expect we'll all have a great time.