I think it is fine to have a... I trailed off after writing that first part. I started smoking again. First time was during the Division series between the Yanks and the Angels. Game 4, back in October... great game. This month I've smoked many times.

Never called

I went on a date with C about 2 weeks ago. We played voicemail tag for a while after that or rather I did. The tally is 3 voicemails on my part to 1 on hers. It was a good date. I wouldn't say it was great but it was definately good. What's up with this girl. She hasn't called me back for a week now. I think it's because she's a career girl. No time for anything except work. Because lets face it, it can't be me!

January

January is almost here. I don't know what I will be doing yet. I had planned to travel. Actually I had wanted to travel. I hadn't really gotten around to planning anything. Now I've been thinking about going out to Colorado and working as a snowboarding instructor. I would have to go out there for a week in November to interview. Then if I got offerred something I could go out there in mid-December after my classes are over. I would have to look for places to stay and I would be on my own. Sounds kind of interesting.
I have also been trying to figure out what to do, career wise. I would like to get a degree in small business management. I've also been thinking about joining the Marines as an officer and becoming a military pilot. I could do it for a couple of years and then get out. I wouldn't want to make a whole career out of it. I do think it would be interesting and fun to do. There is just no excitement in life right now.

Halloween was this past Monday. Carved some pumpkins and handed out
candy to the kids that came to the door.
Played 9 holes on Monday morning. Played 18 holes on Tuesday. Have done nothing today except take a shower, look at porn, and eat Subway.
This weekend was Diwali. Family came over for dinner on Sunday.
Classes Saturday and Sunday.
Went out on a date with C the previous Sunday. First date. Nice. She looked great. I met her at a party in the city a couple of weeks back. She used to work with "I" who put in a good word for me. I want to go out with her again.
I smoked weed with G during game 4 of the AL division series between the Yanks and the Angels. Yanks won. I was high off my ass and had a great time. It was the first time I smoked in over 3 years. I've been craving smoking again ever since. I have managed not to.